Covered in pitch black Walking head down Face covered with a lovely frown Eyes deserted by tears
Walking past you But what you won't do Before you just go and judge Is doing yourself the favour of asking: what's up?
Another dark pool in one's eyes Another bearable disguise Walking around in this world of compromise Hiding in this cloak of lies
Red deep cuts on one's wrist, And if eyes seek to it You hit me with the jude mental fist... But a thousand knifes lay ready in my kit
Underneath the 'truth' I told you there's this story that I forgot But the secrets in my head's tied with a knot 'Cause there's NOTHING you can do...
But maybe just before you think to judge me again Think that I lay here in despair and vain Do yourself the favour in asking: what's wrong? I might not even tell you, but the words are described to what I'm listening to... The lyrics of a heartbreaking song...
A rolling footage disturbing my mind A rolling footage stuck on re wind Of the painful moments I just can't forget And the person I wish I never met
The memories constantly creeping down my spine Left a mysterious riddle I can't entwine. I tried to run away... But the haunting past of me seems here to stay
I'm left untidy and completely shattered But that never mattered 'Cause what seemed innocent was meant with so much harm So it turned to guilt and I missed the anxiously flickering alarm
Now on and on I drag my tired feet To see if there's anyone else I can beat To forget my never ending memorial And to banish this once troubled hours for real...
Inattentive in my own existence I barley even recognise the others persistence Scarcely breathing, survival is all that matters in this puzzled nightmare Being able to neglect his un loyal betrayal is rare
So with my heart pounding apperhensively, With all my might I push away this reminiscence tensile (spelling??) Still, this 'video-memory' never goes away and taunts me day by day So I guess I'm stuck here forever in this dark pitt filled with memories and frozen when they haunt me I will stay